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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 21:37:42 GMT

Okay I know that everyone hates it when I change my name on the interent and all... but that's okay ~ I'm changing it anyways. So my new site on xanga is www.xanga.com/luxy308.

Email ~ luxy308@yahoo.com
AIM ~ luxy308
Yahoo ~ luxy308
Gaia name ~ luxy308

Catch ya on the flip side guys!!!

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 01:50:12 GMT

I love hanging out with the J to the Ojo!!! HaHa That's Jordan for all moot people out there that know not about the J to the Ojo. Anyways... I spent the day with Jordan and her madra. It was uber fun.

We went to the Olive Garden (which I haven't been to because I'm deprived) and ate. La DUH!!! Yea... what a concept ~ we ate at a restuarant.:whatevehl: I got cheese ravioli!!! MMmmmm CHESSE!!! HaHa It was yummy. And CHEESY!!!

After eating the food-ish we went to the mall and watched a mov-ah. We saw Wedding Date. I thought that it was cute. Made me wish I had a boyfriend and that it was just that easy to find one in a magazine but that's okay... I get Ross next Saturday so I'll just wait til then. So the fact that I'm boyfriend-less is totally moot because I've got Ross!

And after the mov-ah we did the shop thang. Jojo got the My Chemical Romance CD, which is still a cool band no matter what anyone says. Even Rob with his sexi-ness can't change my mind. Mmmm Sexy Rob!!! We saw him at the mall too. I gave him a hug but I forgot to show him my awesome scarf belt. But he was with one of his other friends so our existance was probablly just moot.

Samantha was there too.... yea... Not really much to say there because we saw her for a few minutes. She was also hanging out with other friends ~ so once again, Jordan and I are merely moot. But that's okay!!!

What else? Ooohh then we got coffee. I love the caffine!!! And then we went back to her place. We messed around on the computer looking back on old LiveJournal entries. And we ate Chinese food. I love to hang out with Jordan and her family ~ they feed me good stuff. And for some reason Jordan felt compelled to cover me with every lipstick and lipgloss... By the time she was done I could blow lipstick bubbles. We gave her mom kisses and she had bright pink/red lipstick on her cheeck!!!

And then my faja showed up to take me away back to the prison... *cough cough* I mean back home. So that's where I am now. Oh wait I forgot ~ mon mere yelled at me for not having my jacket. Ha the first time she sees me all day and she yells at me for not having a jacket.

Yea... that was my day. It was fun!!!

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 21:02:35 GMT

So I see Zanna and Jordan took it upon themselves to bring entertainment to my sad site by taking over my chatterbox.;-P I'm sorry I haven't updated lately... I've just been like dealing with stuff, foing homework, daydreaming... you get the picture ~ just being my asian self.

Drama was today. I, yet again, have to dress a little revealing. How do I get these parts?! We pretty much didn't get anything accomplished in drama today because everyone insisted on tlaking out of tern and we kept getting off topic...

Of course everyone should know about Josh Adams. It's a tragedy but I don't feel like I'm one of the people that should talk about it because I didn't really know him. But I don't want to disrespect him or any of his real close friends by discussing it. I just want to say ~ REST IN PEACE JOSH ADAMS

FCAT's on Monday. I hate FCAT ~ hours on end with the same people because you happen to share the same beginings of your last name, you read, re-read and still don't understand, and worse of all you're judged how well you do on this damn standardized test. Hopefully I'll do well. It's a sterotype that asians are smart so maybe my asian-ness will come through for me!

Hmmm I really don't have anything to say, I've got to finish a worksheet for history, and I've got to take a shower!!! So I'll go!!!! *MUAH*

Daisy

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 00:45:35 GMT

How goes it guys? You totally rock for your concern. My faja's fine. He got like a 1st degree burn on his arm and face. I laughed at him because he's always in the wrong place at the wrong time and yet in the prefect place where he has the battle wounds and not ovrely injured. The news crew came by today to interview him. I was behind the camera guy laughing at him because some how he was able to squee in the information about him being in the Oklahoma bombing, needing a raise, and wanting to find the nurse that helped out during the explosion all in about 5 or 10 minutes. So he's fine and he's up and about being his stupid old man self. Which makes me totally happy ~ I'd hate to think about losing the old man before he bought me a condo!!!

Anyways changing the subject... I'm going to be able to see Ross on March 5th!!! Squee!!! He's coming over for my grandpa's birthday and hopefully we can sneak away to my room or something. I'm so happy and this time I'll tell him to call me and we'll actually have a chance to talk. Last time he went to the bathroom and then after that he was pulled aside and yelled at for doing something stupid (I'm thinking something illegal but I don't want to say......) and he got in trouble which explains why he couldn't go to the Semi-Formal and why he really couldn't talk on the phone. At least that's what I'm hoping for.

I made sushi for dinner. It was yummy!!! California Rolls ~ crab meat, avacodo, and mayonaise. I would bring some sushi to lunch but I'm afraid of it going bad in my locker or something. But that'd be so cool though. "I brought sushi to lunch because I'm Asian!" HaHa I love that whole "I'm Asian" excuse!!!

I got my Virgin Suicides book today in the mail. I can't wait to read it!!! I would have started it today but the old man had to get a news interview and of course I had to annoy him about it. So I guess I'll start reading sooner or later.

Since I think I've gone on enough I'll take my leave. Drama's starting up again so I'll have more pictures and stuff later.

Daisy

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 16:49:17 GMT

I hate knowing that my father is a mortal man... I mean I know that he's mortal, just human and that he's eventually going to die. But when I was younger I always envisioned my father as this demi god or protector sent to from heaven that would always be there. He was the one that cared for me and everything... I'm more like him than my mother. My mother and I just butt heads but my father listens and tries to relate.

Imagine my suprise when his work called ten minutes ago. He works at JEA and it's a hard, blue color job complete with heavy lifting, high amounts of electricity, and danger. Yea I'm always scared out of my mind when they call and he's at work. Turns out that he's in the hospital being treated right now. I think he was near or in a man hole when it exploded and he got badly burned. He's okay though but it jsut hit me that he's going to die...

See the reason I thought my father was a demi god or something to that extent is because when I was younger, about 5 I think, he was in a bombing. The Oklahoma City bombing... He was on one of the top floors and he surivived. If you've ever seen pictures of that bombing you would know that a whole side of the building was blown up and the otherside was barely standing. Well my father was at work that day and he was in the bombing and he survived. He was my protector and he couldn't leave me so early in my life.

And not too long ago he was in the hospital again. They diagnoised him with diabetes. He was in the hospital for a few days and I'd call him every night to make fun of him because he got gross hospital food for dinner. And I knew that he couldn't leave me yet. But what I found out is that if he hadn't come into the hospital for treatment at the time he had come, he could have died from all the sugar in his blood.

So as my father grows older, he grows closer to death and I despise thinking about it. He was supposed to be my Superman. He's supposed to always be there for me... he can't leave me... I don't want him to.

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 22:02:34 GMT

Drama was today. It was fun. I got to give Kat a lapdance for the exotic dancer part but I didn't get it though. Alise got it but that's okay. I'm a good person and I don't care... *runs off and slits her wrists* Just kidding guys!!! Anyways I got the part of the other secretary. HaHa both of the asians are secretaries. I think that's hilarious because Abby was like "We're the sexy Asian secretaries so we have to ban together." el oh el

And I got a 100 on my English test too. YaY!!! It was on an Edgar Allan Poe story though so it made sence that I actually paid attention. *shrugs* I got a stupid 84 on my science test because I didn't bother to read the chapter, study, or pay attention in class. It makes me feel stupid though because Jackie got a 90. Oh well...

Fallen Sorrow has a new bass player now. They've gone through so many memebers that I can't really remember who's who and what they play very well. I love Vince and all, don't get me wrong. But this new guy... Chris. He's pretty cute. Ha I was joking around saying that I didn't want to be the drummer groupie anymore so I could be the bass groupie. I suppose I'm both now from what Jordan suggested.

Speaking of Jordan... she's stupid!!! Ha she thinks that she's ugly sometimes and says "I'm so ugly" like all the time. And she's stupid because she's like far from ugly because at the Semi-Formal she looked awesome and I know that I was like "She's so much prettier than me" and I felt akward at the table full of pretty people when I was the not pretty one. And she thinks that she's like not smart, or not pretty, or not.. anything. But she really is. So this was a little paragraph letting her know that she's gorgeous and smarter than I am (but doesn't apply herself).

What else is there to say? Oh I had this really cute piece of paper stuck to my head after school. So cute... HeHe And please don't call me a slut and don't say that I'm obsessed with Ross. It was just some stupid random thing.

I'm outie guys!!! See ya laters.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:24:12 GMT

So whats goin on guys?! I had a very eventful weekend.

I went to the Semi-Formal at The First Baptist Church of Middleburg last night. I had fun. I got to wear my lame Homecoming dress again and we had lasagna. It was me, Jordan, Sam, Katie, Brooke, Andrea, Sarah, and Chelsea at the table. There was a fashion show, The Dating Game, and... food... The Dating Game was funny because Erin was in it. She looked awesome... well everyone looked awesome!!!

Then after the Semi-Formal I stayed the night at Jordan's house. We surfed the internet and like did stuff. I know that probablly sounds real boring but it was pretty fun.

So all in all I had fun this weekend. And everyone insists on torturing me with chocolate because I can't have it. Mom and Dan bought all this Valentine's Day chocolate and scattered it all over the house. I mean what is that?! That's not cool.

So how about a few pictures of us dressed up for the Semi-Formal?

This is the flower I took from the Semi-Formal.

HeHe Look at the many flowers!!!

The PVC Eiffel Tower

Jordan looks so pretty!!!

Sam's dress was so beautiful!!!

Jordan and me before the Semi-Formal.

Jordan and Samantha.

Friday, February 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 19:55:39 GMT

And I would like to say for once and for all ~ I AM ASIAN!!! I hate it when the stupid people at Middleburg go "Your Asian? I thought you were Mexian..." First of all I want to say I am not Mexican, for I have no Mexican ancestors. I am Phillipino!!! And still knowing that I'm Phillipino people insist that I'm not Asian. Let's take a look at the definition of Asian shall we?

A·sian n. A person of Asian descent.

I've provided a map of east Asia to help you along incase you don't believe what I'm about to say. Now you see Asia right?! Good. Now how about the Phillipines? The Phillipines is the 7,100 islands off the southeast coast of Asia. Did you catch that?! Off the southcoast of Asia!!! So you know what that means? The Phillipines is considered part of the Asian continent. So with the islands of the Phillipines within Asia that means all its inhabitants are Asian. And since my mother was born and raised in the Phillipines that means she is Asian and I am Asian because I am her daughter. Or do you not know how heritage goes either?!

So from now on if anyone insists on telling me that I'm not Asian I'm going to pull out a map and show them where the Phillipines is because it is in Asia making me, a Phillipino, Asian!!! You dumb people!!! If still you don't believe me I shall send you away to the extremities of the smallest islands of my Asian country until you finally realise that Phillipinos are Asian!!!

Friday, February 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 19:09:34 GMT

Today happened... I got this awesome Vote For Pedro patch. Alan got it for me last night!!! It's on my backpack now. I was talking like Napolean all day. It was kinda sad but I thought it was funny. It's werid because either you love the movie or you hate it. And people would come up to me asking where I got the patch and wanted to get it and when I showed it to some people they were like "I hate that movie!!!" It doesn't matter... Napolean Dynamite is like one of best movie ever, only beat by The Virgin Suicides and Fight Club.

What else? Oh apparently I did blow the whole Bree thing out of proportion because she did the same "I hate you and wish you would die!" look today at lunch and she said that she really did like me. So I'm happy because I don't like it when people don't like me. And I don't really care about them laughing at me too much because I would have laughed too but at least it wasn't anything too serious. My knee pops in and out of place like all the time so at times my knees will just buckle and I'll totally fall to the floor. It's all good because I've got so much crap wrong with me that this seems normal...

I didn't get a singing Valentine today even though Simeion said he'd get me one. And Vince said he'd get me one... and I ended up Valentineless. Oh well I better get something on Monday because everyone like promised and I'm bringing people stuff for Valentine's Day... Okay so it's a lame class pack of mini cards that elementary kids hand out but it's the thought that counts. *nod nod* I just have to buy them... Let's hope I got to Wal-Mart sometime soon.

Anything else go down today? Uh... the semi-formal's tommorow. And it's going to be weird because I'm wearing my stupid homecoming dress and everyone's going to have new dresses and are going to look awesome and I'm just going to be... there. La Sigh. Doesn't matter because I don't think I'll like meet anyone there or anything like that so I'll look as pretty as I can with an old dress. Oh I have some really cool pictures of me messing around with my dress. I was modeling it last night and I thought it would look so akwardly awesome to have pants on and a t-shirt under it so the fallowing pictures are the result of that... I know it looks weird but it's kinda kewl. I don't think I'd actually wear it to school or anything but it's amusing to just make fun of the tackiness and kewlness of it.

Ha Ha Ha Isn't that just so werid and kewl. It kinda reminds me of a hippie. Ha Ha Ha My name is Daisy I guess I could be a hippie.

I'm outie
~Hippie Daisy~

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 23:02:42 GMT

I hate caring about what other people think about me. Drama was today... I usually love drama. I mean don't get me wrong. I still love drama but I have a feeling that these new people are going to cause alot more drama this time around.

Today Shandie hit the back of my knee and it popped out of place. I fell to the floor crying and they were all laughing at me. I know that they might have thought that I was just playing around at first so I guess I kinda understand but when I started crying and stuff they were making fun of the fact that I was crying... It's like "I'm sorry that I cry when I'm in immense pain."

And Karissa's friend Bree was there. See I thought Bree was kewl and all but I don't really think she likes me very much... I think I was saying something to Matt about him being annoying. And I was jsut playing around because that's just how I am. And Bree turns around and like says with such a straight face "Well I don't think you should say anything because you're real annoying too." I thought she was just playing around so I smiled and was about to laugh with her when I realised she wasn't smiling and she wasn't laughing. She just looked so serious... It made me feel really bad because here it was I've know this girl like as a passing acquaintance and she's calling me annoying? I mean what did I do? And when she turns around she starts talking about getting in a fight with me or something... I could tell that she was kidding then but what killed me was that she was making fun of me saying that all she had to do was kick me in the knee. And I was like "It really did hurt..." I dunno hopfully I'm blowing this out of proportion because I'm one of those people that want everyone to like eachother and for everything to be happy.

You know what's sad? Jordan and I didn't leave the school until late and I was just joking around asking if anyone would notice if I were gone. Because usually my mom gets home at around 4 and doesn't even talk to me until like 6 when I eat dinner. Sometimes I just skip dinner and don't see my mother until the next day as she walks out the door for work. I don't even see my dad until the weekend. Well I'm getting off track... anyways I walk in the door after Jordan's mom drops me off and my mom goes "Where'd you come from? I thought you were in your room..." How sad is that? I mean I could have been lying in a ditch on the side of the road somewhere and no one would have even noticed I was gone for a day or two because my mother doesn't even care enough to see if her only daughter is home.

Let's see is there anything that I can talk about that won't lead to me being sad? Hmmm... Sam's going out with Griffin finally. I always thought that they'd be good for eachother because he's so caring and great.

Oh I know I've got something to be happy about!!! I got a 94A on my last history test!!! It's awesome because I didn't read the book last chapter. YaY for not reading, not doing homework, and getting A's!!! That actually made me feel a little better!

So since my life is boring and I don't really feel like actually ranting about Valentine's Day which I'll probablly save for the 14th... I guess I'm outie!!!